Random thoughts...

Its been long since I posted on my blog, read a friend's first post today, which reminded me that I had forgotten about writing. Its true.. we are so engaged in our daily routine life that sometimes it's necessary to take time out for yourself, to put down your thoughts, about what you feel, about what you want from life, basically your random thoughts. So, I have decided to pen down my ideas more frequently.

Lately I've been wondering.. is life after college always going to be this way? So hectic, so much work, no time to study, no time for friends and family, no time for yourself.. just no time at all... And this is my situation when I'm still a student undergoing training! I miss my old days.. I miss the mind playing tantrums early in the morning whether or not to attend a class (at present I have no choice), I miss listening to music all day, I miss listening to an interesting lecture or just having fun in the class, I miss reading a book when I feel like and most of all...

I miss hanging out with my friends..those hour long meals in the mess, the long walks after dinner, the laughter, the supporting wall I always had behind me.. that of my friends always being there..just a call away..those calls and messages we used to send each other..whenever one was bored or wanted to share a joke or wanted to talk about something..be it in giving missed calls to wake each other up and chatting in a lecture, or just to hangout at "Nescafe" or the "Jhopdi", be it at 10 in the night before an exam just to have a cup of coffee.. I miss the freedom we had.. to sleep during the day and be alert all night..the freedom of choice to utilize the time we had or waste it..

Right now I am away from all of this.. away from my home.. my family... my frineds... and all I can see ahead of me is work, a tiring fast job, which may take me farther away from myself, my family and friends... Why can't we slow down and take up life step by step?

But I guess I can argue with myself on this question...